Thursday, May 10, 2007
9:52 PM

yes...its so hard..n making me mentally exhausted...but i just dun wanna to give them up. i have been striving them for so hard, for so long....

as a choir member, we really have a huge task to go...two more concerts to go...with rmbing all the songs..

as a delta titan, except for doing my part well, mus adjust myself to cooperate with e team, not in term of spirit, but also in physical training! i shall nv nv drag my team behind. and breaking the titan records are really chanllenging,it is so chanllenging until i almost have doubts on myself. but i never thinking of quiting titan, im proud to be one of them, n the only question i keep asking myself is "how" "how" and more "how"......can i do it?? one moment of todae's training, i just got so EMO , n started worrying so many things.

as a class rep, i have been doing my part well! i admit it! with NO ANY SINGLE EXCUSE. i wont give ppl all the rubbish excuses or explain to them this is not my faults or that is not my bisnuss (i suddenly forget how to spell bisnuness) wateva shit la! ppl not satisfy with ur jobs tt means u didnt do enough.
so no matter wat, i just dun wan to give up tis job. together with my dearest partner--GORDEN, tgt we can do everything well. With tis promise, we will work hard, yes as what i said earlier......we shall keep all our results at B's and above.
ppl who r able to tk care themselves well, can then take care of others. we also thank 24/07 guys a lot for u all's tolerance to our previous irressponsibilities n thanks for supporting us as well. THANK YOU GUYS!!

so i think i shall end here. im trying to repick up myself as a good , responsible gal,so jia you to myself. n to GORDEN.wahaha n really thanks a lot for those who cares about me, like JUNYI(thr i no need of speech btw us), SANDRA, VANNY, N MANY MANY MORE!! i will be better....hope i will find the strength to push me on for the rest of may n JUne holidae............

GOD BLESS U...E SWEETEST BLOG READER OF MINE! haha :P

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